Can my parents make me feel more like shit and insecure.
Thanks, mom and dad.
I have an ugly face.
I tend to breakout.
I don’t clean my face everyday.
Thanks, for saying its dry and oily. & ugly. Thanks.
I never ask for much.
I dont go asking my dad for money every weekend.
I hardly ever go out.
I do good.
My birthday is coming up & my dad isn’t getting me anything.
Yea, I get it many people don’t get anything during any kind of holiday. But how can I not be hurt, when my dad bought my sister a Mac Pro laptop and he is paying for her trip to Boston. Yes, I feel very hurt. He doesn’t even want to buy me an outfit. He said, “your mom will buy you that”.
& honestly I don’t care if I sound pathetic, I’m just hurt. I’m not appreciated.
I’ve never lost someone who meant so much to me who was so close to me.
She better take care of him & look out for him & hold him tight.
She is lucky to have him part of her life.
It’s hard to see someone you actually loved with someone else.
& don’t get me wrong I’m happy for him. I just can’t handle the fact I can’t call him mine.
I don’t need someone perfect; I’m not perfect. What I need is a true heart. Someone real. Someone who will love me beyond my flaws.
